Something I have learned to accept this year. . .
When you get sick I have noticed how people act differently around you. The people who I thought would be there and very supportive, did not appear . . . that’s different?!?!? Then you have the people who “tried to care” by saying all the rights things, but actions have always been louder than words for me.
Out of the blue, the people who I have not talked to in years have reached out to me with their kind words and well wishes . . . that was different . . but in a good way 🙂 I am grateful.
And then I have the friends that are still around, awesome, and have not treated me differently in any way, so I wanted to say thanks to them. 🙂 Even if they never see this post, I just wanted to acknowledge the positive people in my life. Without their love and support the past 6 months would have been very depressing. And for me it’s not always about having someone to talk to or getting me out of the house, the littlest things make me happy. I jokingly asked a friend that loves to bake if they could bake me a loaf of gluten-free bread and how it would save me $6 lol I didn’t think she would do it, but she did. It was one of the sweetest things anyone has done for me, I almost cried 🙂
I am grateful for the friends I have and If I can just get over my anxieties!! . . . . I look forward to meeting new people 🙂