My current mood . . .

My weekend plans! Hopefully! . . smh

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Ruff week! . . .

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I’m starting to get worried, I have had severe fatigue all week and no matter what I eat nothing is coming out.  It’s been two days since I’ve had a #2, I guess around five days is when I should be concerned?!?! I drink water all day and ate oatmeal yesterday, still nothing . . . sighs . .  just another day living with this disease.  I was able to make an appointment with my GI on the 31st, now I just have to ask my new boss if I can come in late that day. I think i’ll fib and say  . .. . “Oh i forgot I scheduled this appointment months ago” . . . hopefully this will be the first and last doctor appointment for the next 60 days *fingers crossed*

Beyond tired . . .

So . . working 11-hour days two days straight, is probably not a smart thing to do when you have IBD.  I am beyond tired . . . I think I started speaking in tongues by the end of the day, could not form a sentence to save my life. But I am taking a short vacay and will be out of office for a week! woo hoo!

I will be traveling for the first time since my diagnosis. This will be my first trip in 2015 and I am more anxious than ever. Traveling on a plane, how to pack my medications and the fear of security pulling me to the side, has been on my mind for the past few days. Also, since I’m doing the FODMAP diet, it’s going to be difficult not to cheat . . . sighs . . so many things on my  mind, too many things on my mind!! I have the weekend to figure this out and hopefully calm my nerves. Any tips would be greatly appreciated!

Now I’m wired, I do not imagine falling asleep anytime soon 😦

Remaining hopeful and taking one day at a time 🙂