It’s been a while . . .

It's been a while since I've written . . . its been a while since i've done anything for me. My life for the past few weeks has been devoted to sleeping, paying bills, and work. . . such a drag. When I do go out I'm completely exhausted. I wish I could say, "At least … Continue reading It’s been a while . . .

I hate winter . . .

I'm a summer baby and love warm weather, and love it even more as I get older because it never causes hazardous conditions. Ever since I got into my accident I refuse to drive when there is any possibility of icy roads even when it comes to my health. I ran out of my Apriso … Continue reading I hate winter . . .

I have missed drinking . . .

This past week has been a true test for my body because I'm totally torturing it  . . . ever since I landed back in DC last Sunday evening and went to work the next day, I have barely rested. Wednesday night I once again fell asleep in my work clothes, but I got a … Continue reading I have missed drinking . . .

My #7daysofIBD – Day 2

"I woke up like this!" . . . literally. Anyone else have a crazy alarm system?   I haven't been sleeping well this week and woke up late yesterday. Decided to go back to my old alarm system when I was experiencing a flare, and yes I still hit the snooze. Goal is to be … Continue reading My #7daysofIBD – Day 2

A Flare attack and Black & Blue . . . .

It's been a week since my last post and not a good one.   A very stressful, exhausting week it has been.  New job has officially started to stress me out, but for the first time in my career its not over drama, just a lot of freaking work. But with my condition any amount … Continue reading A Flare attack and Black & Blue . . . .

Empathy vs. Sympathy . . . .

When you tell someone you have a chronic illness what is the typical response? "Aww I'm soo sorry, but you don't look sick?" "You look good and at least you're skinny" have been common responses for me.  I always felt  the need to change the subject as soon as a person say , "but  you … Continue reading Empathy vs. Sympathy . . . .

Enema? no please! . . :(

I have a scheduled Flex Sigmoidoscopy next month and the prep instructions stated to complete an enema 1-2 hours prior.  How's that gonna happen? The first time I ever had an enema was in the hospital and to be honest that is the only place I imagine where you get an enema professionally done in … Continue reading Enema? no please! . . 😦

It’s nothing cute about being shy . . .

I'm mad at myself . . . all those years when I was too insecure, shy, timid, to try new things all because I was worried how I would look to others,  was such a waste of my time and unnecessary stress. The past two years of my life I felt like I had finally grew … Continue reading It’s nothing cute about being shy . . .