A wonderful visit :)

I've been feeling kind of down lately and my current flare up proves it. Stress is definitely a trigger for me and I almost had an accident a couple of days ago to prove it. Not really appealing at 31 years old but I digress lol Whenever I'm down I'm not the most happy person … Continue reading A wonderful visit 🙂

Busy Bee . . . Glad I have the energy!

The past six weeks have been insanely busy and I never want to experience it again lol. Since the first week of May I haven't had a free weekend since April. From a friend's bachelorette and wedding, mom's graduation, moving, and mini vacay to Jamaica I'm officially spent physically and my bank account is dry. … Continue reading Busy Bee . . . Glad I have the energy!

Writer’s Block . . . :(

Writer's block is no joke! I've noticed how lazy I have become. I used to come home and write for hours, now I just lay on the couch watching TV, I can no longer stand it! I was recently inspired to write again after a conversation with my mother, stating how I haven't been feeling … Continue reading Writer’s Block . . . 😦

Glad February is over!!!

I have been dreading February 2016 for the past 6 months. It was the month of my first big conference at the new job. ( I guess I did well since I'm still employed). Also, I had to move because my lease ended this month. So as you can imagine stress was at an all time … Continue reading Glad February is over!!!

I attract crazy . . .

Roommate drama is at an all time high. Crazy roommate want to leave a month early and expected us to find a replacement. Who's going to move into an apartment for one month in February?!?! Today is January 30th, and we have obviously not been able to find a replacement. Me and the other roommate tried … Continue reading I attract crazy . . .

A bad day can be really bad . .

Another busy stressful week, can't wait until this conference is over at my job, so exhausting. As a result of the stress I saw blood for the first time in months . . . sighs . . . can't sleep, felt nauseous for a few days and hard to breath one day. I think I was … Continue reading A bad day can be really bad . .

Tomorrow is the big day . . .

I have my colonoscopy tomorrow which holds my future. I should not allow this procedure to hold such power, but I really need 2016 to be different . . . I put on a good face as always but I'm tired of faking that I'm so much happier lately feeling better  . . i'm not. … Continue reading Tomorrow is the big day . . .

Weight gain, money woes, the usual . . .

Saw my primary physician (pp) yesterday and when I got on the scale I gasped. I am officially 20 pounds heavier than what I was a year ago  . . . fascinating. . . crazy thing is that I can still fit my jeans, it's a good thing they're stretch jeans. It's also nice that my … Continue reading Weight gain, money woes, the usual . . .

Demand RESPECT . . .

When you're sick you would expect out of all people your doctor would be the most compassionate, but it's not always the case.  As a patient you spend so much of your time and money to seek professional help to get healthy, but then you start to realize your illness is just a paycheck for … Continue reading Demand RESPECT . . .